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Meditation for Mental Purification

by Diana Meltsner, C-IAYT, E-RYT 500, YACEP

“A person can rise up through the efforts of his own mind; or in the same manner, draw himself down, for each person is his own friend or enemy.”
– Bhagavad Gita, 6.5 chapter The Yoga of Meditation

Yoga offers a method for purification of the body, the energetic field and the mind.

Most are familiar with the physical asana practice which conditions the body to make it a better functioning vehicle in our lives. Asanas help develop strength and flexibility. They improve circulation, function of the internal organs and balance the nervous system. Purification of the body and toxin elimination is part of the process. We let go.

Pranayama, breathing practices help to purify the energetic field. This is a more subtle region which is perceived with clarity by only a few. The process usually brings a little level of disturbance that is hard to pinpoint. When continued, pranayama starts to “clear the waters” and we begin to feel lighter and yet grounded. We start to think with clarity.

Mental purification comes indirectly from the practice of these two mentioned methods of yoga. The most direct path is through meditation. Some would say the mind is also purified through other paths like selfless service, prayer or spiritual study and inquiry.

What happens when meditating?
We cultivate attentiveness in two forms, concentration and open-awareness state. Practice of concentration creates a one-pointed mind which allows us to stay present with what we choose rather than a mind which is being constantly distracted and tossed around like a leaf in the wind. On the other hand, the developed broad sense of awareness allows many aspects of our being to coexist; the perception of the body’s sensations, the input from the senses and the mental world of thoughts and emotions.The practice of meditation gives us the ability to move with life while being aware of what is happening within us and around us with clarity. It gives us an opportunity to stay focused on what is important to us, what gives our life meaning.

What is this mental purification process in meditation?
As we meditate, we direct our attention to a chosen point generating positive and steady vibrational states. The ancient yogic text, The Yoga Sutras of Patanjali, recommends focusing on something that is uplifting. As we focus, the mind comes in with stories and narratives. Such thoughts distract us. As soon as we realize it, we recover our point of focus. We do this over and over again. In this process, the mind starts releasing echoes of old emotions and thought patterns. Some meditations can be very relaxing, soothing, even blissful, and some will expose our unconscious mental tendencies which can be startling to us and unpleasant. We let them out and let them be.

Just as detoxification of the body brings a bad taste to the mouth and perhaps some body odor, as we start purifying the mind, there is debris of the old, which we need to release. We also get a view of our current mental patterns. We expose fears and discontents and recognize how they affect our life. We learn to accept them and let them go.

Our developed one-pointed mind allows us to stay focused, and the broad, all encompassing awareness helps us to find clarity of the big picture. It is from this place of clarity that we have a choice to cultivate new mental tendencies, such as joy, wonder, compassion and tranquility. We invite these positive emotional states to accompany us in life.

Tara symbolizes pure compassion and is believed to possess the ability to guide followers, like a star, on their spiritual path.

Please join me for upcoming online meditation programs:
●      weekly online Guided Meditation on Sundays, 5:30-6pm PT,
●      celebration of World meditation Day online on Sunday December 21st all day
●      21-day Meditation Challenge online, Monday, January 6 – Sunday, January 25 2026 –  21-days @ 7:15 – 8:00am.

Marilyn Russell2025-12-17T08:22:06-08:00December 17th, 2025|Tags: awareness, meditation, mental purification, Sutras|

Service and Self-Care

For the month of December, our Institute residents have chosen to focus on the practice of “service and self-care.” It’s a powerful pairing, because many of us struggle to discern when to extend ourselves in service and when to honor our own genuine needs. We grow up absorbing mixed messages: a strong work ethic shaped by the “keep pushing” culture of American life, ideals of sacrifice embedded in Judeo-Christian traditions, and the Yogic emphasis on selfless service. It’s no wonder we often find ourselves conflicted.

Depending on our mental state, we may slip into unhealthy narratives such as, “Why should I have to do this? It’s not fair,” or its opposite, “I should do this—this will prove how good I am.” Though they appear different, both arise from comparison, self-judgment, and the ego’s desire to secure approval. This ego-driven striving can make service feel like a performance rather than a natural expression of compassion.

Selfless service is indeed a cornerstone of Yoga in action, and when understood properly, it brings deep joy and meaning. But true service never asks us to abandon our own well-being; it includes us in the circle of care. When we override our needs out of obligation or image-maintaining, we inevitably drift toward exhaustion, resentment, and compensatory self-centeredness. In this way, self-denial can feed the very ego patterns we hoped to transcend.

Conversely, when we consider our needs with clarity and honesty, it may feel unfamiliar or even self-indulgent. Yet an infant naturally expresses its needs without hesitation, reminding us that honoring our well-being is not selfish—it is simply human. Caring for ourselves is what allows us to serve with steadiness, spaciousness, and wholehearted attention.

Sri Swami Satchidananda expresses this wisdom beautifully in The Golden Present: “You yourself should know how much you can give. You cannot give beyond your capacity. If you have done a lot of service that day, and if you are really tired, you should say no. Otherwise you are saying no to your own body or mind.”

Finding the right balance between service and self-care is an ongoing practice. Meditation and daily awareness help us recognize when we are drifting toward over-extension or sliding into self-absorption. As we observe our tendencies with compassion, we learn when to soften toward ourselves and when to stretch outward to support others.

Life offers endless chances to practice this balance—while driving, listening, shopping, or collaborating with others. And we discover that the purest motivation for service comes from the direct experience of compassion naturally flowing through the heart. Ultimately, we are all learning, one act of kindness at a time, that loving each other and loving ourselves are actually the same thing.

Marilyn Russell2025-12-06T10:49:11-08:00December 6th, 2025|Tags: balance, personal needs, service self-care|

Gratefulness

by Swami Ramananda

Imagine waking each morning with a palpable sense of gratitude — simply for being alive, for having another opportunity to engage in the great adventure of life. Imagine approaching every moment with gratefulness as the very foundation from which you meet the world.

In a time when we witness so much suffering and injustice, this may seem difficult to envision. It’s easy to lose heart, grow cynical, or retreat into self-protection. All the more reason we need a practice that restores perspective, renews our intention for growth, and strengthens our capacity to help transform this troubled world.

Practicing gratefulness can truly reshape our lives. It invites us to see each day as another chance to learn, to awaken, to love more fully. Every interaction becomes an opportunity to recognize our limitations and selfish tendencies, and to open our hearts wider.

This practice is rooted in present-moment awareness — the capacity to notice the daily miracles that so often escape our attention: the glory of sunrise, the smile of a baby, a hummingbird hovering midair, the comforting embrace of a friend.

Yet gratefulness is more than listing the blessings of the day. It is an appreciation for all that life brings — the joys and the sorrows, the light and the shadow, the bliss and the heartbreak. Rather than resisting pain, we can practice welcoming it as a messenger, pointing us toward what needs healing. Even if it doesn’t come naturally, we can experiment with the faith — echoed by many wisdom traditions — that everything which comes to us serves our highest good.

As Rumi wrote in The Guest House:
“The dark thought, the shame, the malice, meet them at the door laughing, and invite them in. Be grateful for whoever comes, because each has been sent as a guide from beyond.”

Gratefulness also means learning to be content with life’s plateaus — those times when visible progress seems to stall. We often reserve gratitude for moments of success or celebration, yet its deeper power lies in sustaining us through the long stretches of quiet effort, when no applause comes.

This practice includes remembering all those whose efforts have shaped our path — our parents, ancestors, teachers, and the great spiritual masters who devoted their lives to transmitting the light of Yoga, including the founder of Integral Yoga, Sri Swami Satchidananda.

Thus, gratefulness is not merely an inner feeling of appreciation; it calls for a response. When we pause to reflect on the immensity of our blessings and allow our hearts to fill, a natural impulse arises to give back.

We can express gratitude through simple words of thanks, but also through our way of living — through service, mindfulness, and devotion. We can never repay the gift of life, the earth that sustains us, or the grace that allows us to seek awakening. Yet we can dedicate ourselves daily to the practices that dissolve the confines of ego and reveal the peace of the Self. We can listen to the quiet voice of conscience and follow its guidance to serve where we are needed.

In this way, gratefulness becomes an inexhaustible source of nourishment, inspiring us to persevere on the spiritual path despite the distractions of modern life. It gives us the courage to embody the values our world most desperately needs.

If we cannot be at peace with what we have now, can we truly expect peace from what we may gain later?

Perhaps the highest form of gratitude is not found in what we say, but in how we live. When we pause to see the magnitude of all we have been given, our hearts overflow naturally in service. May we each, in our own way, express our thankfulness by making peace within ourselves and sharing that peace with all around us.

Marilyn Russell2025-11-05T10:21:24-08:00November 5th, 2025|Tags: awareness, gratitude, Rumi|

Coming Full Circle at the IYISF

by Kirana Stover

In the Winter of 1987, I studied in San Francisco. I lived on Guerrero and 22nd St. in a studio apartment with a bed that pulled out of the wall. Just up the street I discovered the Integral Yoga Institute of San Francisco, wonderfully spacious and welcoming. I had met Swami Satchidananda a few years earlier in Richmond, Virginia, when I was still in high school, so when I came upon the Institute, it felt familiar.

I was on a student budget and was offered the chance to do “Karma Yoga” mostly consisting of vacuuming the luxuriant blue rugs, in exchange for yoga classes. I loved the staircase with a secret message in the banister. I remember taking a class upstairs and at the end having a vision of Jesus shedding a tear, which turned into a diamond as it dropped into the palm of my hand.

I often studied in the cafes of the Mission District. There were so many characters in the cafes. One was dressed as a cowboy – with a vest and a hat – who sported a mustache painted on with black eyeliner. He sat at a long wooden table with me while I studied. One day he pulled a tiny piece of paper from his billfold and handed it to me. I was astonished to read the Gayatri Mantra printed there.

Another day while doing my Karma Yoga, Nischala Devi, a swami then, walked in the door. She had just returned from Portugal. I believe I first met Swami Asokananda under similar circumstances. Looking back, I never would have guessed that I would someday visit Quinta da Calma, the place Nischala Devi was returning from or that I would open an Integral Yoga Center near Barcelona. Both Swami Asokananda and Swami Ramananda have visited my yoga center. Swami Divyananda, another San Francisco regular, has been there as well. Such blessings have been showered on me!

In 1999 I returned to San Francisco for a visit and had lunch at the Institute. It was memorable because of the eclectic gathering of guests. I remember one yoga student who sold popcorn and hotdogs at the baseball stadium.

In 2023, I returned to Richmond to be with my mom. She had been diagnosed with metastasized breast cancer and very little time to live. Thanks in great part to my long-time yoga practice – “effort toward steadiness of mind” – I was able to be present with her during this time. My book, Mom’s in There was inspired by the time I spent with her. She related to the Om Shanti chant in a unique way. During her last weeks she began sharing poetry and during her last days she began using archaic pronouns.

While studying in San Francisco I decided to do my senior thesis about dreams, specifically about how other cultures had used dreams to solve conflict and whether we could do the same. This led me to several numinous experiences over a period of several years. Being with my mom was also numinous.

Why am I writing all of this? Because, as my friend Ulrika Schygulla says, “Living is round”. Life, like God, works in mysterious ways. I am filled with a feeling of grace at the chance to return to the IYI San Francisco next month and share my journey.

Marilyn Russell2025-10-14T09:24:07-07:00October 15th, 2025|Tags: Karma Yoga, mothers, yoga|

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