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Following the Call to Remember

by Kamala Itzel Hayward

Yoga teaches us that the journey inward and the journey outward are not separate. Just one moment of turning our attention to the breath, the body, and the presence alive in this moment can evoke a feeling of deep belonging — not just to ourselves, but to all of life.

Our practice also reminds us that healing and liberation are not only personal experiences, but collective ones. Our peace, our freedom, and our joy are inextricably tied to everything else — woven through family, community, ancestry, and the Earth.

Deepening your Yoga practice is a way to live in remembrance of this wholeness. Whether through mindful movement, breathwork, reflection, connecting with ancestral roots, or being in relationship with the land, Yoga guides us again and again toward an embodied understanding that no part of life is outside the Divine.

Sometimes, that remembering calls us deeper into our own neighborhoods, communities, and homes. And sometimes, it calls us across the world — to places that reflect something sacred back to us, revealing what we didn’t even know we were longing for. Ghana is one of those places. For those who arrive with openness and humility, it offers a profound sense of connection, transformation, and remembrance.

On Saturday, June 14, we invite you to a special gathering:

Returning to Remember: An Invitation to Ghana — a free event being held both in person and online. Kamala Itzel Hayward will guide a short, gentle Yoga practice centered on breath, movement, and reflection — practices to support reconnection with ourselves and begin opening the inner pathways that support ancestral healing. Eunice Busby, founder of West2West Travel, will share the inspiration behind the Rest and Remember Yoga and cultural retreat Eunice and Itzel are co-hosting in Ghana this September — a journey rooted in remembrance, community, and deep healing.

Whether you’re considering attending the September retreat or are simply curious to learn more, all are warmly welcome. In-person attendees will receive a small gift brought back from Ghana by Eunice with love. (Please pre-register so Eunice knows how many gifts to bring.)

This gathering is not just an introduction — it’s an offering in itself, rooted in the same spirit of reverence, remembrance, and community that anchors the Rest and Remember retreat. We hope this gathering offers a moment of reconnection — to yourself, your ancestors, and the possibilities of healing in community.

👉🏾 Click here to register.

👉🏾 Click here to learn more about the September retreat.

2025-06-12T13:25:43-07:00June 12th, 2025|Tags: , , , , |

Contentment – Making Peace with the Present

by Swami Ramananda

Contentment is a deceptively simple concept that can offer tremendous benefits when fully embraced. Many of us are more drawn to the idea of being happy or enjoying life, which is often equated with pleasurable experiences. But when we constantly look forward to enjoyable events, we imply that the present moment is not enough. As a result, we may find ourselves perpetually anticipating the next thing to do or acquire, rather than being present to what is.

In the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali, Contentment is referred to as Santosha. Yet it’s not easy to master, because the habit of wanting and achieving is deeply ingrained in us. Practicing Contentment doesn’t mean giving up goals or the enjoyment of sensory experiences.

Rather, Contentment means being at peace with what we have right now—and with who we are—even as we strive to learn and grow. It means finding joy in the process of pursuing our goals, engaging with them wholeheartedly and without the burden of fear or failure.

I love this idea, but I often struggle to practice it—especially when my to-do list grows too long or a challenging issue remains unresolved. During those times, I find myself thinking I’ll only be happy after I complete a project or once the issue is settled. I start pushing my limits, working longer hours, and ignoring my commitments to exercise and rest, all while carrying a simmering stew of anxiety on the back burner of my mind.

What has helped me is making a conscious effort to practice Contentment. One way I do this is by beginning my day—right after my morning meditation—by affirming that my essential nature is joy, and that this joy is independent of anything that happens externally. It feels empowering to assert this truth and truly try to embody it, reminding my mind that nothing outside of me can truly make me happy or sad.

I encourage everyone to experiment with Contentment by pausing and reflecting: Can I be at peace with this moment, just as it is? Do I really need _________ in order to be happy?

This may be challenging in certain situations, but when we do manage to touch that sense of natural inner contentment, we’ll be inspired to keep practicing. The more we learn to stay in touch with our innate peace, the more our lives become a joyful balancing act—riding the waves of change with grace.

2025-06-09T08:58:19-07:00June 10th, 2025|Tags: , , , |

The Magic of Sound

By PJ Church

The sound of a loved one’s heartbeat while your head rests against their chest. Releasing a slow, gentle sigh. The shimmering flow of a creek on a summer day. A mother’s bedtime lullaby. The rhythmic rush of waves on a sandy shore. These healing sounds are naturally woven into the fabric of our daily lives. Studies have even shown that expletives uttered in response to an injury reduce the experience of pain! It makes perfect sense then that much research and practice has gone into the art and science of sound, giving birth to the wide array of methods modalities we see today in the world of sound healing.

I first experienced a sound bath over a decade ago at the end of a gentle asana session, simple and beautiful, three crystal bowls singing the class into an immersive savasana. As we returned from deep relaxation, I remember thinking only five or ten minutes had passed and discovered the instructor had been playing for over half an hour. The experience was profound and left me with the resolve to study and begin sharing these kinds of experiences with others. As a musician, it felt natural, but it’s also worth noting that you don’t need to have any musical experience at all to quickly begin achieving results with simple tools like chimes, bowls, or gongs.

The science of sound is utterly fascinating. From vibrational resonance and measurable effects on brainwave entrainment to lower cortisol and blood pressure levels in sound bath recipients, the results are undeniable. While some of the research might be new, sound as a healing tool is not, with the use of singing bowls dating back thousands of years. And technology has brought new tools into being, crystal bowls for example, which weren’t even originally created for sound, but to grow crystals for computer processors!

Even more fascinating than the science of sound are the subjective experiences sound bath participants are often eager to share afterwards. In addition to the common experience of bliss, relaxation and timelessness, participants have described sensations of floating, seeing myriad colors and sometimes complex mandalas. Many have reported having improved sleep for weeks after just a single sound bath. More than once I’ve had a student describe feeling a profound sense of connection to a deceased family member and experiencing a healing release of grief. As much fun as it is to play these instruments for people, it’s seeing the meaningful results it brings to people’s lives that is the real nectar of the work.

While sound baths function well as an experience unto themselves, practitioners frequently find that these tools can profoundly enhance the practice of yoga, and yoga can in turn deepen the benefits of sound. Physical practices can help prepare the body to be more comfortable, relaxed and receptive. Pranayama combined with sound can, among other things, enhance the benefits of emotional regulation and focus. Sound itself is related to Pratyahara, which while commonly thought of as “withdrawal of the senses” does also refer to sensory consciousness in general and can aid us in the process of going inwards. Sound functions as meditation and helps to cultivate yoga as “citta vritti nirodha,” that deep inner stillness in which we can experience our true nature as pure awareness.

Sound, like yoga, is a flowing and open thing with myriad techniques, and it invites play and experimentation for guide and participant alike. There’s no one-size-fits all approach and there’s something there for everyone. In a sound bath, just like an asana class, it’s also helpful to practice non-attachment, to be open to having whatever experience presents itself in the moment, in the shimmering, healing magic of the moment.

Join Rachel Goudey, Psy.D, C-IAYT and PJ Church, C-IAYT for Therapeutic Yoga and Sound Healing (In-Person) on Sunday, June 8th, 3:30 – 5:30 PM PDT

PJ Church, RYT-500, C-IAYT, has been a practitioner of yoga, mindfulness and related modalities for decades. Over the last 12 years, he has taught an array of studio classes, workshops and teacher trainings. Modalities that PJ teaches and practices include Hatha, Raja, Restorative, Vinyasa, Yin, as well as sound healing. When not teaching, he enjoys books, tea, travel, music, and being a grandparent.

Rachel Jennine Goudey C-IAYT, Psy.D. As an educator specializing in trauma work and embodied practices for nervous system integration, Rachel helps clients increase their capacity for joy and love in life through somatic movement, breath work, sound healing, self-reflection, and cultivating healthy life choices. Rachel brings years of mental health experience working with at-risk and underserved populations, integrating Eastern and Western practices to help clients move past symptom relief into true healing. She has brought holistic yoga programs and professional trainings on yoga for mental health into community mental health centers, hospitals and schools. Rachel’s aim is to guide individuals into states of peace and trust in their life’s story through the mind and body, create community, and bring the teachings and practices of yoga into various settings around the world. Rachel’s classes meet each student where they are at while still challenging them to reach new heights of self-realization, acceptance, and strength and flexibility, both on and off of the mat. She will push you to challenge yourself while also guiding you to listen to your body and intuition, teaching from a place of authenticity, passion and playfulness. To learn more about Rachel and her work visit racheljenninewellnessandyoga.com.

2025-06-01T16:32:36-07:00May 25th, 2025|

Reclaiming Joy in a Hurting World

by Kamala Itzel Hayward

In their ancient teachings, the great Yoga masters remind us over and over that our true nature is Satchidananda—existence, knowledge, and bliss absolute. And yet, many of us find ourselves asking: If bliss is our essential nature, why is it so difficult to experience—especially in times of pain, injustice, or uncertainty?

What happens when the world feels heavy, when our communities are grieving, and when our own hearts are tired? Where does joy live then?

These questions have been living in me for a long time.

As someone who shares Yoga with others and is devoted to our collective healing, I’ve sat with many people who feel sadness, discouragement, or even self-doubt when they can’t seem to find joy—or even the willingness to seek it. It’s as if they see joy as something they should already have, or should be able to summon on command. Some have expressed that  in the face of the deep suffering of others, the very idea of reaching for joy can feel out of place or even wrong.

But the sages tell us that true joy isn’t based on what happens to us. It’s not a fleeting feeling that can be found only when suffering is absent, or when life feels easy. The teachings remind us that true joy is always already available—even when external forms and conditions are imperfect. Indeed it isn’t something outside of us at all. Rather, it’s something already within us that can be seen, uncovered, or remembered when we are rooted in relationship with what is real: with Spirit, with each other, and with the sacredness of our own existence.

The Yoga teachings offer us many ways to cultivate that relationship: through seeing ourselves clearly, through staying present with life as it is, through anchoring ourselves in Spirit and in the web of life that holds us all. And the Bhagavad Gita reminds us that no sincere effort on the path is ever wasted. Every time we practice the teachings—no matter how small the gesture—we open space for true joy to express itself.

This is not a call to bypass real suffering or deny injustice. It’s an invitation to be anchored in something deeper than the shifting tides of circumstance. It’s an invitation to remember that even in sorrow and struggle, we are held by something larger than ourselves.

Join June 7th at 5:30 pm PT for an online talk called Joy as Resilience, Joy as Resistance.  We’ll explore joy as a quiet strength, a source of healing, and a form of sacred resistance in a world that often asks us to harden, disconnect, or despair.

Kamala Itzel Hayward was a lawyer for over a decade before becoming a Yoga teacher and Yoga therapist specializing in trauma, addiction, and wellness. She is passionate about bringing Yoga and other healing modalities to adults facing chronic stress caused by living under oppression, such as racism, sexism, homophobia, transphobia, classism, ableism, and more. She is founder of the Integral Yoga Institute’s Scholarship-Based Yoga Teacher Training for Black, Indigenous, People of Color. Since founding Attuned Living in 2010, she has been sharing Yoga with individuals facing housing insecurity and related challenges, including systemic barriers; structural oppression; social dislocation; physical, emotional, and mental health challenges; substance abuse; and addiction. She sits on the Advisory Board for the Trauma Prevention and Recovery Certificate Program at the City College of San Francisco.

2025-05-19T09:50:48-07:00May 15th, 2025|Tags: , , , , |
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