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How Trauma Sensitive Yoga Changed My Life

by Kelsey Gustafson

There are few choices that stand out in my life as having changed everything.

Deciding to become trained professionally in Trauma Center Trauma Sensitive Yoga has been the most helpful and profound investment I have made in the last decade.

I’ve been reflecting on how I got to be here – teaching trauma sensitive movement full time. And there was a pivotal moment that changed everything for me. 

Here’s the story…

I was deep into my personal healing journey when I first realized that something was missing. I had been teaching yoga for 5 years and was leading retreats, workshops and classes regularly.

While I was in Guatemala leading a retreat, one evening we facilitated a cacao-infused ecstatic dance with a live DJ.

It was a gorgeous scene with the sun setting over the lake and people dancing around, touching each other and laughing, all in their perfect outfits.

However, I felt myself inching away from the scene.

When I stepped back, I noticed a woman on the edge, also looking at the scene, just observing. 

In my mind I called her “the girl in the shadows” – and I recognized her as part of me.

I started to get curious about her and I realized…

  • She wants to move slower.
    • She wants to build safety before diving into intimacy.
    • She wants support creating and upholding healthy boundaries.
  • She wants choice and agency with how she moves.
    • She wants to be invited to go at her own pace.
    • She wants to actually feel safe enough to connect to herself. 
  • She wants to feel her body on her own terms.
    • She doesn’t always want to touch other people or be touched.
    • She can’t always access her body (let alone bliss). 
  • So she sometimes feels left out or left behind in the yoga scene.

I realized that I needed to make space for that part in me. 

I realized that so much of what I had been taught as yoga was inaccessible to her.

I realized that I wanted to learn how to teach to “the girl in the shadows.”

So I flew to the east coast where I began an in-depth training in Trauma Sensitive Yoga. This training changed everything for me.

I learned that cathartic, intense release is not always helpful for trauma survivors. I learned the importance of consent in facilitating. I learned to teach from a place that honors power dynamics and invites personal autonomy. 

It became clear to me why I felt so uncomfortable pushing bliss.

Forcing or pushing happiness is just as toxic as forcing pain. 

From my new perspective, I have the tools to hold space for the full spectrum of emotions and experiences that come up for people on their healing journey.

My compassion and love for my work has grown tremendously. 

I am so incredibly grateful to be able to confidently work with trauma survivors. 

If you are a yoga teacher, therapist, clinician or facilitator who wants to grow your skill in holding space for trauma healing, join me for an introductory training in trauma informed care.

In one afternoon, I will share the essential tools that I use in my full time practice as a somatic trauma resolution facilitator.

This training is perfect for yoga and movement teachers, therapists, counselors, psychologists, healthcare professionals, teachers, activists, healers, caregivers, and anyone who wants to learn the theory and practice of trauma informed care.

Join the growing field of trauma treatment. Be a grounding force in chaotic times. We need you! 

Our next workshop on Teaching Trauma Sensitive Yoga will be offered online, Saturday May 9 from 1:00-5:00pm PST. More information and registration here.


Kelsey Gustafson, RYT 200, TCTSY-F, has been teaching yoga for 10 years and has over 1,000 hours of training in yoga and healing arts. In 2015, Kelsey became the first Trauma Sensitive Yoga Facilitator in the state of California when she graduated from the advanced TCTSY certification program through the Center for Trauma & Embodiment. She has a private practice in Oakland where she combines the Trauma Sensitive Yoga method with Somatic Experiencing. Kelsey is on the teaching team for the Rebloom Trauma Training and also facilitates group classes in somatic trauma healing and trainings for professionals who want to become more trauma informed.

2020-05-04T12:29:08-07:00May 4th, 2020|

Sending Prayers

by Swami Ramananda

As some of us discussed the strange feel of this life with social distancing, we expressed both a sense of gratitude for being safe and healthy, and a deep pang of sorrow for those many souls who are suffering.  Those in my immediate circle of friends are relatively unaffected, but we all know that there are millions struggling to survive or find a foothold of peace as their lives are being swept away from beneath their feet.

We may find small ways to serve our local communities, but how do we offer support to the many others far away who are in dire need? One of the most powerful things we can do is to send prayerful energies.  In doing so, we open our hearts and express our compassion on a spiritual level where we truly are connected with everyone.  

When I was young and searching to really experience something instead of just accepting things on faith alone, I rejected the whole concept of prayer. The idea of sending my love to others or reaching out to some Supreme Being that would hear and respond to my thoughts was just too abstract for me.  Now, through the teachings and practices of Yoga, I have come to a much different understanding and experience of prayer.

It helped me to understand that our minds have a limited capacity to know the truth and to comprehend our interconnection with each other and all of life. Prayer is an action taken from a deeper place within ourselves that is unaffected by the fears and doubts in the mind. When we willingly step outside the confines of the mind, as we do in meditation, we touch the spiritual ground of being we all share. It is from here that we can consciously send our sincere prayers for others to suffer less, to be protected and to find peace.

Those of us living in the New York Institute when the twin towers came down in 2001 found praying to be a powerful way to express our heartfelt intentions to serve when there was little else we could do. Now, this crisis is showing us in ways that no other event has that we must come together as a global family to face this pandemic and support the already marginalized populations that are suffering the most. 

Sri Swami Satchidananda suggested that we use whatever form of prayer comes naturally to us and engage our whole being in sending it. It may help to feel that we are generating a sense of peace or a healing energy within ourselves, and then sending these prayers outward through the heart. Creating such intentions circulates these energies throughout our own systems first, and directing them outward makes them accessible to all who are able to receive them. 

I have led many gatherings of people in prayer this way and found it to be, without fail, a tremendous healing experience for those praying, and I feel certain for those being prayed for as well. 

Soon after we began sheltering in place, the residents of the Institute here in San Francisco began to gather each evening to send prayers out to all who are suffering from the pandemic.  The group transmits this intention by chanting 54 repetitions of the Tryambakam mantra, a traditional mantra used for protection, healing, and rejuvenation. 

I’m glad for this but I still wonder:  when the immensity of suffering and loss from this virus is eventually revealed to us in tragic detail, are those of us who are safe and secure going to ask ourselves if we did enough? Though it may seem insignificant to the mind, let us all make time each day to think of and send out prayerful thoughts to those in need. I feel sure this will bring solace to many in ways we’ll never know.


Swami Ramananda is the President of the Integral Yoga Institute in San Francisco and a greatly respected senior teacher in the Integral Yoga tradition, who has been practicing Yoga for over 35 years. Ramananda offers practical methods of integrating the timeless teachings and practices of yoga into daily life, and transforming the painful aspects of human experience into steps toward realizing one’s full potential.

He leads beginner, intermediate and advanced level yoga teacher training programs in San Francisco, and offers a variety of programs in many locations in the U. S., Europe and South America. Ramananda trains Yoga teachers to bring Yoga into corporate, hospital and medical settings and has taught mind/body wellness programs in many locations. He is a founding board member of the Yoga Alliance, a national registry that supports and promotes yoga teachers as professionals. His warmth, wisdom and sense of humor have endeared him to many.

2020-05-02T06:35:56-07:00May 2nd, 2020|

The Woodstock Spirit is Alive and Well in San Francisco

by Rev. Premanjali

This year we’re in the midst of celebrating the 50th anniversary of the Integral Yoga Institute of San Francisco on Dolores Street. Through the years, the sangha has been through some notable moments in history, but at the moment, we are experiencing an unprecedented shift in how we serve the community. As the COVID-19 pandemic spurs us to persist through the unexpected, IYISF continues to offer classes, workshops, and meditations online to stay connected with the community. 

Going back to 1969—a year prior to its opening—the first Integral Yoga teachers arrived in San Francisco from New York. They began teaching classes in an apartment until the beautiful Victorian-style building on Dolores Street was purchased a year later.

1969 was also the year of an event that came to define the 60s counterculture, the Woodstock Festival. At the last moment, Swami Satchidananda was helicoptered in to open the festival by the organizers who were hoping he might bring a peaceful mood to what was beginning to unfold as a potentially chaotic scene. From the moment he chanted, “Om,” he did calm the more than 400,000 young people at the music festival on a farm in upstate New York. And, in doing so, Swami Satchidananda attained rock star status—much to his own surprise. The festival rapidly became legend as did he. 

In August 2019, the 50th anniversary of Woodstock was celebrated. During that anniversary, Phil Goldberg (author of American Veda) wrote an article for Elephant Journal in which he noted: 

“For my part, I want to commemorate one brief but highly significant moment that occurred in the opening hour, on August 15, 1969. It does not get the attention it deserves. Of all the iconic Woodstock images—writhing mud-soaked bodies; impassioned performers like Jimi Hendrix; ecstatic faces and strung-out faces—one captures the spiritual zeitgeist of the era: Swami Satchidananda addressing the multitude. It’s a potent symbol of the meeting of East and West that transformed America’s spiritual and cultural landscape. Fifty years on, millions of people meditate, chant mantras, and stretch on Yoga mats, and the swami who came to be called ‘The Woodstock Guru’ deserves much of the credit. The image of the Hindu holy man blessing the most famous rock festival in history will endure as a symbol of the time when a generation of Americans turned Eastward and inward. No one contributed more to the modern Yoga boom than Swami Satchidananda, who started training American teachers in the late 1960s.”

Over the past fifty years, the San Francisco IYI has been a continually welcoming presence, offering the teachings of the classical path of Yoga to all who have come through its doors. During this time, Integral Yoga teachers have positively touched the lives of thousands of students as they have shared the Yoga practices and teachings. Swami Satchidananda famously declared that, “More people have been killed in the name of God than in all the wars.” He called on all religions to abandon rhetoric and behaviors that create conflict and instead embrace the teachings of universal peace, love, compassion, and sisterhood and brotherhood common to all faiths. “Paths are many,” said Swami Satchidananda, but, “Truth is one.” Integral Yoga teachers have continued to invoke Swami Satchidananda’s universal message of peace, kindness, compassion, inclusivity—celebrating both our unity and diversity as spiritual seekers.

In looking back we also gain inspiration for looking forward. In his classic eleven-volume text, The Story of Civilization, historian Will Durant expressed the hope that India would “teach us the tolerance and gentleness of the mature mind, the quiet content of the unacquisitive soul, the calm of the understanding spirit, and a unifying, pacifying love for all living things.” That turned out to be prescient for as Phil Goldberg also noted, “The image of Swami Satchidananda at Woodstock will always be a symbol of the moment when a battery of unconventional baby boomers turned eastward—and inward—in such large numbers that the process became irreversible.

We can all be proud that the Integral Yoga Institute of San Francisco is carrying this legacy forward—hopefully for another 50 years and more! We hope you will join us in our online offerings. It is a great opportunity for those outside of the San Francisco Bay Area to connect with the teaching and sangha from a distance.

This is part 2 of a post from February 26, 2020.

2020-04-29T15:49:07-07:00April 29th, 2020|Tags: |

Quarantine Yoga: Changes and Challenges

by Paola Segatto

There is a bus stop in front of my kitchen window. The bus comes every 15 minutes and it can be quite loud. The bus no longer runs. I can now hear the birds. It’s a new life!

One month ago, suddenly I was in the middle of this pandemic. It could go on for months, and here I am left with no choice than to adapt to a totally different way of life: isolated from my job (which has been put on hold), my friends, my daily activities. 

I stopped trying to visualize how the next few months would be. I began to find new meaning to it all and to just let it happen; taking each day as it comes and now … I am okay with it.

I found that minimizing changes in my daily routine has been useful. I kept starting my day as if I were leaving the house for work. I wake up early at the same time every day, and I drink my lemon water. I do my meditation, a couple of rounds of Sun Salutation, I take a shower, get dressed, have breakfast, and then I look at my new calendar called “overcoming uncertainty.”

On this new calendar, I have prepared a list of “things to do” for each day of the week to help me fill in the spaces and cope with the emotional response of emptiness.

I did not want to leave room for anxiety to wander in and take over my life.

This is what I learned in the past four weeks:

  • I have more time to meditate, adding one more section to my daily practice which keeps me present and lowers stress.
  • I have more time to take care of tasks that I had long been procrastinating on.
  • I have more time to cultivate personal connections with friends and people who I had lost contact with in the last few years. Some of the relationships have strengthened and will be there forever.
  • I have more time to do the things that I like to do, without feeling guilty like taking the time to read a book or playing around and exploring new things.
  • I feel more gratitude as I have more time to listen to myself, to my own voice, look around, and appreciate all that I am and all that I have.

Yes, there have been challenges, including the guarantee of not having my job back, and if that happens, it will be unfortunate but I will still go on. 

Most importantly, what I have learned during this time of stillness is that we are all united by this global situation and that we will all come through this with a new love for life, a new love for relationships, and appreciation for simple daily activities and things that we take for granted.

I am grateful to the Yoga Community, the Sanga, that keeps us grounded and whole. 

I am certain that If I did not have a spiritual practice, I would not be where I am right now. I am thankful for this opportunity to practice santosha — acceptance and contentment — for whatever life has to offer next.


For the past 20 years, Yoga has been Paola’s strength in time of uncertainty.
Looking to deepen her practice she found home at Integral Yoga SF where she took the basic Teacher Training (TT) in spring 2014. Paola has completed the Intermediate TT, Therapeutic and Accessible Yoga TT. Knowing the importance of stillness in reducing general stress, Paola teaches Restorative Yoga at Integral Yoga SF.

2020-04-21T09:40:22-07:00April 21st, 2020|
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